Read This: Flash Fiction
A Lycanthrope's Tale
I hate the moon and my people now fear
it. It has caused more death to us than all of our enemies combined, for as
long as any of us can remember. And it’s my fault.
The first time it happened, I
still lived with my mother. Fortunately, I was in the woods by myself, so she
didn’t know. I was too small to kill then. I wish she had found me; she could
have killed me and the only death would have been mine.
Because of what I had become, I
had to stay by myself most of the time. Eventually, I grew up and I learned to
kill. At first it was deer and elk and no one really noticed. There were a lot
of predators in the forest. The first time I killed one of my own still haunts
me. Just like all the rest of my victims.
I was still not full grown, but I was
close. She was gorgeous. Our families had hoped that she would choose me. She did,
and I killed her. We were alone in the forest, part of the ritual of our people
for those who were not yet paired. I hadn’t figured out yet that my change was
caused by the moon. It was still another night or two before it went full, but
that was enough. Her body was so badly mangled that even her own mother did not
recognize her. I left then, to live by myself, but it didn’t matter. I knew
where my people were and I hunted them down one by one.
I’m looking up at the moon and I
know the change is coming. I can always feel it. My blood starts boiling and it
feels like my skin is being ripped from my body. Ironic, since that is what I
do to my victims. I fall to the ground, writhing in pain. I pray that someone
will find me and end my life, but no one wants to take the chance. They know to
avoid this part of the forest.
The change is complete. I lie on
the ground, panting, covered with sweat. When the wind blows over me, I feel a
chill. It always takes me a few moments before I can walk; no matter how many
times this happens. I find it much harder to balance on two legs, but after a
short while I am jogging to the cabin. Inside I find the clothes, the boots,
the hunting knife and the rifle with the night-vision scope. I know the wolves
will be out hunting, even when they know I am out here, too. Their heads and
pelts decorate the walls of the cabin. If I am inside here when I change back, I
will be sick. Our legends tell of one who can walk between men and wolves; the
lycanthrope. Now, I will go and hunt my people. Maybe tonight one of them will
kill me instead and release me from my curse.
Copyright 2007 by Edward Owen. All rights reserved